I’ve spent two weeks writing for X to cleanly translate my posts so my use of language has plummeted. Also my brain is sore from thinking through visual problems – how do I draw this?
My brain is toast.
I did a lot of gardening. Had a lot of fatigue. Stopped eating meat all the time, but the brain noise and seizure symptoms are returning so will probably have to go low-carb….but digesting the fat is difficult and then I get dairy cravings and eat ice cream so idk…I can’t lose weight eating like that but I can’t lose weight anyway.
I have been off the low-carb thing for a couple of days. Last night the spiders returned, weird how they correspond with seizure symptoms coming in like a thunderstorm. I just had a feeling, I kept thinking – there is something big in that freakin’ skylight. I didn’t have my glasses on. I went and put my glasses on. Skylight was fine, but on the floor was a huge fucking spider, a hobo spider.
So omg.
Anyway, my joints have been bad despite the meat diet. Joints stayed bad when I ate potatoes. I guess it doesn’t matter – idk, I think because my digestion is bad it’s the TUMS antacid that is killing my joints or that I’ve been drawing. I’m tired.
J has the next week off of work taking a vacation and we are planning to go into town.
