This will be short as I have something up with my left eye and it really hurts and feels sandy to stare at a screen and I can barely make out things anyway….so for those keeping track at home my efforts to become an ogre are on point.
- I now have no hair and have to wear hats and wigs all the time.
- I have rosacea I think (red splotchy cheeks, red hot face) lumpy
- My skin has become thick, dull, porous and suddenly full of wrinkles in addition to lumpy, all my youthful fat is vanishing from my face leaving me looking monstrous.
- I have little ‘things’ on my eyelids growing
- My left eye is squinty, dim and I can’t see well out of it (going to Portland on the 16th to see an ophthalmologist)
- But no worries, I can still exercise right? No, my left ankle has PF and tendonitis and wakes me up hurting it’s so bad, my back hurts, all my joints hurt – I’m not really feeling massive exercise atm…
- But the blood sugar is great though right? I had a few gummy bears and hit 250 on my meter before it dropped down to 90. My fasting glucose has been around 120 and I just don’t feel well. It had been doing well at 94, 98, pretty normal – but it’s up 20 points in addition to feeling ill so I suspect something is up.
- I have cellulite in my calves. How does this happen. It’s weird. I’ve spent months walking to have cellulite. Ugh
I hurt all over, my eyes hurt. I’m signing off now. I hope tomorrow is better is pretty much what I say everyday. I’ve been doing a quazi keto but I cheat so I never really go into ketosis. Today I will do better.
