Depressed, Jason Gone To Japan. My Hair is accidentally all shaved off.

Home alone I rewatched my favorite movie, The Blues Brothers — it’s just so good. I think it’s the quintessential American hero movie.

Good news: nothing has exploded recently. 

Bad news: Ogre-look has intensified. So feeling bad I gave myself a hair cut, but it was uneven and needed tidied up. I called a barber and asked if they could fit me in, they could. I’ve been a bit self-concious because I have developed severe rosacea and it’s effecting my facial skin and my left eye.

So I went to get my hair done and the girl was so nice…but I had to take off my glasses….and….she gave me a mowhawk. To be fair, if I was a guy this cut would be a banger and she normally only cuts mens hair.

She got my hair down to 1/8″ – you can see my scalp.

I have ordered a cheap wig and some caps from Amazon.

Jason is in Japan

So I’m struggling here with absolutely everything i.e. *feelings* and he’s having a relaxing two weeks in SE Asia. I’m so jealous, literally jealous and that’s kinda odd for me – maybe for the longest time jealousy was too much energy so maybe it’s a good sign. I’m also nervous that my husband ditched me and went to Asia on his own. I guess I would leave to if my wife was this much of a wreck, no hair, skin broke out, swelling from the surgeries, hormones out of kilter. *sigh* He’s walking and managing my Pikmin on the trip trying to get me some cool Pikmin.

Back to using a CGM
Cooler fall mornings but spider season was out of control this year
A sample meal
She has a lot longer hair than I do. These things happen (?)
Sandy bringing up the twins
Living out of car + van life, someone is living in a hearse over by the gym
I bought a special event ticket although Jason is playing it for me from Japan.


Back on the coldbrew
Ketovore
My week in Review

J’s photos from Naha Okinawa

The cat from trip is still living in the street getting handouts
blue skies
B-side labels maybe?
We love this drink
San Francisco layover

Jason started with 7-11 sammy and a coke but ate dinner at Joyful, hamburg steak and a small ice cream sunday for dessert.

Joyful

Some more photos from the first full day on Okinawa

Coke San I love you!
Moon Viewing Breakfast
purple potato capital
Okinawa mascot