{"id":860,"date":"2023-09-09T01:49:21","date_gmt":"2023-09-09T01:49:21","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.merwanjeeframjee.com\/?p=860"},"modified":"2023-09-09T01:49:21","modified_gmt":"2023-09-09T01:49:21","slug":"sept-8-2023-failure-competence","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.merwanjeeframjee.com\/index.php\/2023\/09\/09\/sept-8-2023-failure-competence\/","title":{"rendered":"SEPT 8, 2023 – Failure = Competence?"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

Maybe my biography will be, “she failed at everything she tried until she finally kinda gained some competence in a couple of areas.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

It’s been a tough week. I should have started September with a long fast, didn’t of course. Foot is whack, in constant pain. Headaches. GI issues, very discouraging. Been studying Japanese still though and I’m on a 22 day streak of not missing a day. Terribly fatigued though and finding it difficult to concentrate. Fighting depression, struggling to have anything like motivation. Had some seizure activity.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I am convinced my health issues stem from either hemachromatosis, an inborn error of hanging on to too much iron and \/ or auto immune particular Myasthenia Gravis particularly with the eye thing, although everyone seems to be rocking one droop eye these days. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Neighbors are being rich again. They showed up and caused a bit of static, bad energy, really bad, strange things always accompany them. Anyway – they didn’t stay and are gone again but it threw me off energy wise. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

I am discouraged.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Meditating outside. Eating Vegetarian Health Food (I have lost a little weight). Riding my bicycle – this time 12 miles all around, to the ocean and to Coffenburry! The cats wait for me to come out and meditate now so it feels like a real solid habit.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n

The skies have been very beautiful lately in the morning. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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