{"id":2893,"date":"2026-10-09T20:09:43","date_gmt":"2026-10-09T20:09:43","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.merwanjeeframjee.com\/?p=2893"},"modified":"2026-10-09T20:09:43","modified_gmt":"2026-10-09T20:09:43","slug":"october-9th-2026-inktober","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.merwanjeeframjee.com\/index.php\/2026\/10\/09\/october-9th-2026-inktober\/","title":{"rendered":"OCTOBER 9th, 2026 INKTOBER"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

For no real discernable reason I spent a month or so deeply depressed. Crying for no reason. Having panic attacks and anxiety.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

As far as I can tell, I had a really severe deficiency in calcium. As soon as calcium was added I could sleep, the anxiety and panic went away and life was better. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

I may have always had some issues with Calcium maybe because of the GI issues, idk. I take a lot of supplements now in the hope that it can over come the damaged intestinal system and worn out stomach.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I’m tired today though and not doing much quickly.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

It is being kinda a strange fall.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Missing the Son, but it sounds like he’s doing well in Japan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I’m trying to get a lot done, generally speaking, not counting today because I’m being a big lazy butt today, but I started driving myself around. I took several loads of disused items to Goodwill. I took two loads of food to the food bank. I joined a local church. I rejoined the gym and I volunteered at the park. I didn’t feel like doing anything mind you – let alone being social, which is why I did it. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

I’ve been trying to get in Yoga but it is so hard for me to stick with it despite it giving me the most benefit. Today I’m curled up with a heating pad. Sometimes I do have a lot of joint pain. A lot of pain. I had an asthma attack and it was very scary. So I joined the gym the next day so I can get fit and lose weight, I think it will make breathing easier I hope. I keep telling anyone who will listen for TWO YEARS that I have trouble breathing and it just falls through the cracks, but it’s probably more pressing of an issue than the epilepsy or the arthritis. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

I’m low-carb and I enjoy the simplicity. I eat meat, sometimes an apple and peanut butter. I avoid dairy. It’s very easy.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Hubs is putting in a bidet in the bathroom today. I’ll be too scared to use it for a year or more ;-P<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Sorry I’ve been (said to no one since this isn’t a public blog) but it was a rough month. I stopped sleeping. Had panic attacks and anxiety. Had severe black depression and epilepsy was back along with worsening arthritis.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":2899,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[55,53],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.merwanjeeframjee.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2893"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.merwanjeeframjee.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.merwanjeeframjee.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.merwanjeeframjee.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.merwanjeeframjee.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2893"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.merwanjeeframjee.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2893\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2901,"href":"https:\/\/www.merwanjeeframjee.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2893\/revisions\/2901"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.merwanjeeframjee.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/2899"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.merwanjeeframjee.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2893"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.merwanjeeframjee.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2893"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.merwanjeeframjee.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2893"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}