{"id":287,"date":"2022-07-30T02:06:32","date_gmt":"2022-07-30T02:06:32","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.merwanjeeframjee.com\/?p=287"},"modified":"2022-07-30T02:06:32","modified_gmt":"2022-07-30T02:06:32","slug":"july-29th-2022-3-strange-days","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.merwanjeeframjee.com\/index.php\/2022\/07\/30\/july-29th-2022-3-strange-days\/","title":{"rendered":"July 29th 2022 – 3 Strange Days"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

Bridge over Swash Lake, July 2022.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

This is the longest I have been well in years. It has been a good July. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

I did have seizures come back like clock work though and it tanked my mood like a switch and that went on for the usual 72 hours. I go from normal to unlimited depression like BAM. It doesn’t always do that, but a lot of times. The aura markers for seizure for me are the same as migraine. I usually start to see movement out of the corner of my eye, a slither, a spider leg, it makes me jump, the pavement – did it just move? That’s a bad sign of things to come for me. Brain noise too, like a loud buzzing. I had both migraine and seizure this month, but not in June – but June was Covid and very little food so eh’ hard to say, I feel like something triggers it you know?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Anyway, I don’t want to be sick anymore.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I don’t want to be an ill middle ager. Fat and metabolically shot to hell.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I don’t want to be old, in a power chair with my catheter on the side.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I don’t want to be plugged in to ‘meta’ (or any other online bullshit). <\/p>\n\n\n\n

I want to be fit. I want to be happy. I want to have fun. I want good relationships in my life. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Beautiful young kitty cat snuck up to check out the food bowls. Morning crew had cleaned up already though. Very shy.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n

Anyway, I hope August is a great month too. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

I wonder if I lived in a cabin in the woods away from a million electronics with wifi and radio signals if my head wouldn’t hum all the time, if I would feel better. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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